Wednesday, August 23, 2017

Oh What A Day.....

Happy Hump Day!

Wish life would slow down. It's simply not. Got our van back from the shop. Grateful that it was just the battery causing all the starting issues. It is so nice to put the key in and have it start.

Work was work. It was nice to feel like I am getting the hang of my new job. Though there never seems to be enough time to finish all that needs to be finish.

Very ready to be done with chemo treatments. Don't like the way it makes me feel each week. Just when I am starting to feel better it's time for another treatment. Pain. I am done with the pain. It wears me out. I go to work with some sort of pain. But, once there it goes away as I focus on working. I can manage all the discomforts fine. Once I am home on the other hand....AGH!!! I feel super tired. Fatigue is my companion these days along with numb tingly feet and my teeth let's pull them all out....I have dental pain.

These are the moments where I wish I had been braver to step outside of my comfort zone and done something more with my education. Done something more with my life. So that I could be more prepared for the future. I let someone talk me into dropping out of college which has become my biggest regrets in life.

My only enjoyment was knowing I was serving others. That's the blessing of a service type job. Knowing you are helping others.

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